Art work by AJ Hamilton
I know I've been very quiet on blogging lately (I've decided to only do it when the spirit moves me, I've accepted that sometimes it may be months because I need to be true to me and my audience), this is because I've been hibernating and trying to better myself and figure out this energy that is shifting the world at a rapid pace. We are now entering a whole new life from what we had at the beginning of the year. We went from a virus, to riots and now back to pushing full steam on the virus agenda once again. I'm definitely not downplaying it, but this one has a super powered PR team behind it. I won't get into the specifics of what I feel going on because it's a very sensitive topic and people will believe what they want to believe, but I will say this, ask questions.
This year has awakened me at a super, warp speed. It's like my third eye became very open and I've had to adjust and sit with myself because of it. The biggest take away I've gained thus far is that I need to keep moving forward with my goal of helping people. Especially now. I've been affected the most by the racism that's come to the forefront of our society these days. It's painful, yet necessary. It's caused me to look inward and backward and see how I've been affected by systemic racism without even realizing it. That was something I've been grappling with since George Floyd's death that re-awkened a whole movement.
Art work by Kehinde Wiley
I've had to literally reset myself (this is a continuous process) and see where my own shadow parts lie, as these are deep rooted issues within me that might be unconsciously blocking me. This is work, and I know where I stand with that. But I've had to look inward and start moving strategically in a different way, heal and start forgiving myself for being angry. Everything is energy. Let me repeat that, everything is energy! We have positive and negative vibrations, if these vibes are not managed properly, they can fester. And that's what's been going on since America was pillaged and reformed through genocide, violence and slavery. Four hundred plus years in the making and its led all to this. That means 400 years of lies and negative, vile energy that has permeated within our system. Which is why it's important that something like the taking down of these racist statues of killers and slave masters be torn down, because this is energy that is exuding itself into our society. It's part of a system of oppression that's been severely embedded within us (people of color) to make us be, feel, and think less than what we really are. That system is breaking down this year, that's why it's called 2020 vision. You get to now see clearly what is really going on is and hopefully start changing the landscape for a better future (I believe in humanity, I'm one of those people, but also a realist). As with any type of transformation, it's painful, that's why it's called growing pains.
The White House -- racism right in front of our faces --- finally having a tower moment!
And people (especially in America), are sick and tired of the bullshit.
The universe is at its highest vibration when it's in love. We are the universe actualizing in human form, something I can teach a class about later. And although we think we have control over this thing called life, the only thing we have control over is our perspective, and how we choose to feel toward our ideologies. Right now, the universe is trying to teach us to love one another again (I know it sounds hippish but hear me out), a lesson for the ages, but it's ever more potent now as technology has advanced. We have been consumed by negativity so much in our lives that at one point it’s bound to combust. It's pressure, it's stress, it's the pain of it all that seeps up into an eruption when we can't take it any longer. This is our breaking point people. The energy is combusting -- we are seeing what pain needs to be healed within us and the world. And some will lash out in anger, and some will choose to peace as the answer. But all of it needs to be healed and we need to learn how to be compassionate. Which is why we are living in magnificent times right now. We are seriously becoming authentic. The world is re-forming itself and tearing the structures down that are not serving humanity any longer. How? Well one way is through the internet.
The internet is a wonderful tool for us to get information but if we aren't careful we can get consumed by it and wires get crossed, misinformation is rampant, and these rabbit holes run deep. The good thing is that we get to choose what to consume. We have a ton of resources now to get even more educated not just by books but through real life video footage (and yes, we need to be careful what we decide to consume with this as well) and knowledge in our pockets and by the push of a button. We the people will not be silenced. We aren't sugar coating shit anymore.
What I'm most proud of is how fearless the younger generation has shown up for the cause! I feel deep in my heart that any child born after 2000 has star seed qualities and are not afraid to speak up, jump in the fires, and do what's right. They were born in the age of technological information and have been able to create groups within themselves to make change and a new world. They recently took down Trumps rally by secretly creating their own groups to purchase tickets online - the tickets were free. They tore it down by signing up for it and never showing up, that's power. And the didn’t just do it here in the USA they collaborated with other kids in Asia to burn it down. You can read it here on the New York Times, on how clever they were in conducting this whole operation. I've seen videos of teens telling off their parents for being racists and white kids protecting their black friends from getting hurt by using their white privilege. Star seed behavior.
We are living in magnificent times. A literal chapter for the history books (as the old lies and chapters of history are being wiped out or resurfacing for us to examine). And although it's shockingly painful and we have to fight to make a difference, it's worth every last second of it. Just remember that you are always protected and you have the highest frequency in the universe inside of you to make a difference --- love, so use that energy to keep it pushing and keep fighting for what is right in your heart of hearts! It’s the age of authenticity.
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Alexa play: Solange - A Seat at the Table